Bodies @ An Airport: (living outside our bodies)

I recently learned from health practitioners in hospitals and nursing homes that they can tell when a patient is close to death. They all describe it as ‘seeing’ the life force withdraw away from the limbs towards the center of the body. The hands feel “lifeless” although the patient may still be moving them.

While it might be more noticeable in the frail, many of us live our lives energetically withdrawn from our limbs or disconnected from the totality of our body.

When practicing shiatsu, I’ll often sense the receiver’s energy stop flowing in the chest, neck or shoulders. The meridians of the arms feel depleted of chi (life force) even if the individual is young, strong and healthy.

I am currently blogging from an airport. There is a couple sitting near by, both holding their chest high reflecting a personality of a proud achiever. They both seem too congested in the chest to make any space for relaxation, trust or tenderness in their communication. Some of the passing travelers walk through the world (or maybe just through terminal D) while holding everything inside. Each one has a holding pattern reflected in another part of the body. In contrast, others have the posture and stride of someone who can't seem to hold it together at all. The body is a mirror of they way we most commonly approach life.

We are not a culture that is living in our bodies. Who ever designed the chair I’m sitting in definitely did not have the health of my spine in mind nor was there much thought to my physical or mental health when planning out the airport’s food choices. We are not taught to listen and understand our bodies. Instead we are expected to learn from external resources. Similarly to the dying person, we withdraw our energy away from the whole and into the part. Energetically withdrawing into the thinking head we can no longer hear or comprehend the messages our body is trying to convey. We find ourselves confused about what to eat, how much to rest, when we are hungry, or when we are full.

Separating from the experience of our body, we separate from the roots of our existence. Our body is the container that enables our entire earthly experience. It is the flute that transforms air into music or the flower that manifests its vibrant colors. Without it we would all be floating potential unable to manifest.